Merry Christmas to me

It's been a month since our goodbye. Still can't believe you are gone.
I check my phone, expecting a phone call or text message from you, only to be disappointed.
I think about you all the time more then I thought I would. I miss you. I want you back. I need you. Things aren't the same without you. I miss your laugh. I miss your smile. I miss your jokes. But most of all I miss your friendship.

I know goodbye is not forever. I know that someday we will see eachother again. But Michael please know, I'm waiting for the day where we will meet again. Merry Christmas